Consciousness of forms and sounds

If you read words but do not know how they are pronounced, you won’t be able to understand them.

Even if you try to understand the words without knowing their pronunciations, you still need a language that you already familiar with to do it. Thus, the language you are using is functioning by geometrical symbols and vibrational pronunciations.

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Metaphysics of brain-body cyclic circuit and meditation

I rewrite my old stuff to make it simpler

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Believe, manipulate and comfort

I believe in him not because of believing everything in his, but what he has said about a thing which is not entirely about him.

It is not entire bad to manipulate people, not in the way to control people to has no freedom, but to have people follow manipulation and the manipulator is freed.

There are two types of comfortable and discomfortable zone: the one that putting you into more trouble, and another one that improves you.

Always, you are not alone on doing something wrong

In fact, if you can feel anger, shame, fear, you are actually doing it right.

It is just you need to learn to let go of the darkness within your light

You are not alone, you just need time to readjust your darkness and light,

when thinking about you gather with those who also doing something wrong with you,

you will feel bless.

This is how darkness bless on you, you are simply not the only wronged one.

Hell is not really about punishment, but rather a punishment that has to let go..

Welcome to hell, because you want to punish people, you punish yourself,

if you are unable to feel anger, shame and fear,

then you are most likely living in the illusion of heaven, that is not true heaven,

blaming on people’s fault and enjoy celebrating the falsely victory over demon falling down,

no demon like false heaven.

Welcome to hell, because you want to share your vengeance, guild and suicide,

you gather with other who understand what you have experienced,

under some circumstances, there is no evil need to be destroyed,

instead, those false light that celebrate over the destruction of evil, is wrong.

Discuss about darkness, in hell, no sin to be wronged.

~dark messenger~

Napping in crowd

Many spiritualists like to follow masters of divinity

Quoting short messages to fill in the gaps of mentality

How about the rest that have heard nothing besides living

Working for money to fill in the gaps in body

I look at peoples that know nothing beside working

And find tiny diversities that form a big unity

I feel hurt if the diversities are denied

I heal myself by making myself tinier than diversity

I feel enraged if the unison is for conversion only

I quit myself from being spiritual tyranny

The pain of anything is the pain of my everything

Yet my joy of everything is the life on anything

Is the kingdom forged made up by tiny people

Or the people that forge the kingdom as be their believe

A dragon that likes to be petted

Even it has a body of a giant

Its heart is as small as an apple

Napping sweetly in a crowd

Rather than heaven that has no trouble

Rest well…

[Poem] No answer is the answer of the darkness

Spirituality has long unvalued the darkness,
yet toss out the evil to show how it is unvalued,
which disturbs the devil to get the unvalued valued,
by tossing the freewill to make it alluded,
to teach a lesson that no light can be answered,
that the answer of the darkness has never been answered.

If darkness has had an answer,
it won’t be called as the darkness.
Everyone looks into the darkness and see a light which will be known,
but is seeing a different light which is unknowingly known.
Why should you stick with the known to explain the unknown?
How could the light can be expanded without the darkness?
Instead, by letting the wisdom to be expectingly unfold,
so the fool will not be fighting on what’s to be told.

If you want to find a darkness within the light,
no matter how bright but you can always identify,
conspiracy in good deed will never truly shine,
as long as you are not willing to unbind,
you are living in a delusion regardless of prime.

If you want to see a light within the darkness,
it doesn’t matter how dim if you are willing to try,
the devil’s has never destroyed the sight,
as long as you are not believing in disguise,
you are shining with light even you are fallen behind.

~dark messenger~

Dark torturter and light conspirator

The torturer says: “I feel enraged, I want revenge, I have to torture and kill those innocent people to see and hear them scream in fear and pain, and I want more…”

And many do not understand why is it feels so good to torture people but quickly denies it, where they miss a change to understand the darkest heart of of a demon.

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